To put it bluntly: I WIN. I still gain at the end of the day. (: hehehe. _I_ 

As usual.

I’ve spend too much time in my head and being bothered by others that don’t deserve a space in my memory. So I’ve written a list of the few people in my life that are important to me. These are the only few people that will affect me from now till forever.

I’ve never liked giving up on people but recent events have changed me. Some humans don’t deserve chances or even a single effort put on them, its just a bloody waste. It is easier than I thought it would be, letting go of those whom I assumed mattered. I’ve realized it is really easy for me to just throw people away once I’ve figured they are not important to me. Too easy actually. But I guess we all learn from experiences and this definitely is a life lesson. 

There’s only a few people left in my life now that I actually care about. People come and go so whatever. 

I am going to be a rich ass bitch and I WILL BE so everyone will have to do what I say and make me happy. Yeah the world revolves around me in my eyes like that. I am fucking unreasonable and will never change. Fuck everything. Fuck this bloody world. Fuck  whoever is reading this. Fuck you all. Fuck everyone ok Fuck you. Go to hell. 

My insides are failing. I am falling. How long can I keep up with myself.

Trust no one. 

The world didn’t make me and the world can’t break me.

I was right for the first time in my life in whatever I did. Spot on. He is my happy pill.