Best thing about being in this relationship is that you are mine. 

If I lose, you don’t win, we both lose.

If I can’t have my way, no way in hell you will ever be getting yours. 

Stop talking and start thinking. Your words are starting to weigh empty. The hourglass is down to its last few bits of sand. Please proof me wrong. 

Nothing to lose. 

So here I am, finding this little space again whenever I’m feeling a tad down. It’s been a year. I’m graduating in 5 weeks. I’m getting my diploma (FINALLY) in 5 weeks. And in 5 weeks, a new chapter of my life would begin. 

But where do I start?

I’ve got nothing actually. Haha but its alright. I’ll take things a step at a time for now. I’ve got more on my plate than I can handle at the moment with my Final Year Project (FYP). Speaking of which, my FYP is going smoothly but it definitely can be better. I’ll just do my best and hopefully next year I’ll be on my way to my dream school Central Saint Martins!!! (: I really do hope I get in but yet I feel as if I am not good enough because its one of the top fashion school’s in the world. Oh wells, but like I’ve mentioned ‘a step at a time’. 

Anyway, over this year, I feel like I’ve changed tremendously. I feel emotionless and cold these days. I can’t seem to put a finger on my emotions. I feel as if I just don’t care about anything that doesn’t concern me. It is selfish, but i don’t get hurt. (Not that I want to hurt others).

Or maybe I’m just exhausted. Sick and tired of nonsense. Maybe I’m too sensitive. Maybe I’m done…..